A drunkard drawls on....

I discovered somethin abt myself 2day.. lol.. I sing better when I'm drunk... Its really funny how well u can stretch 'n contract ur voice 'n how long u can sing wen u're under "d influence"...I fnd dis out while lyin on d water tank outside my college gate to d right of d bridge...Today...hmm..rather yesterday(i jus saw d clk) ws one of my best friend's bday..HB JASA!! D 4 of us didn hav much...each 1 quarter...glad 2 b bk in form(lol..after vomittin green stuff in fronta Adyar Telefone bhavan...dat ws durin one of my other best friends' bday..Another best frnd of mine helped me out dat time...relax guys...dan's bk in action.. :)) frankly..none of us thot dat JASA'd drink dat much without vomittin...bt surprisingly..he did..aayah..kudhi vaayah..d air ws cool..refreshin.. I ws able 2 complete a song i started writin a few days back...

..he he he.. Also finished recordin a bit of another song..Face 2 face...am pretty satisfied wit wat turned out..bt still..gotta improve on it...

As i lay sprawled on d tank, singin out loud.... i got downrite angry 'n sad at an incident dat happened d day b4..

It ws coll day...dat nite..frnds got 2gether 2 celeb JASA's bday..it ws one of d best celebrations v'd ever had..(even tho many of d boys had gone home)...all d action took place on d sand dunes near d hostel...JASA is invincible...JASA is powerful..dats wat JASA tells every1...v tested it out by throwin him frm a high dune..true 2 his word..JASA remained unharmed....den v buried aayah(JASA) in d sand leavin his head uncovered...den v set 2 work upon it..rotten eggs...rotten tomatoes..cake....sand..color powder..u name it..his head got hit with it..den i gave him a punk hair style...poor JASA...his body ws untouched..so even wen he hugged others..dere ws no effect..as aayah went 2 bathe.. i ws sittin wit d other guys...some seniors....naaw...actually 1...(d others were busy talkin among demselves..) sittin on d dunes also took part in d action...v noticed another 1 vomittin(he ws under "d influence"...actually, tryin hard..) another frnd 'n i along wit d senior who'd taken part in our celebs...rushed 2 him.. 'n helped him out.. he ws thrashin abt.. even lyin face down on d sand.. v made him sit..held his head...spread his head...'n tried him 2 get him in a better position..he tried hard..but only very little stuff ever came outta him..he ws writhin in pain..sometimes clutchin his tummy 'n sayin dat it pained a lot..v splashed his face 'n made him drink some water...den v laid him down 2 sleep...

all these...dey were nothin...but 1 thing i noticed ws...wen dis senior ws vomittin..der were around 10 to 15 of his frnds sittin in a circle..fuckin bastards...chattin among demselves...k...dey did hav some drinks...but they weren't so high dat dey couldn help their frnd..motherfuckin assholes..dey pretended dat he didn even exist...only 1 of dem came fwd 2 help him along with us...wat struck me was...all these lamers 'n shitheads were d supposedly good ppl 'n among some of d presently most popular ppl in d coll...shit-eatin asses...not 1 of dem moved a finger as dis guy ws writhin around in pain..don know wat those dog cock suckin sonsuvabitch were thinkin..mayb dis guy ws unclean..yeah..he'd got goo all over him..v got some stuck on our hands..bare bodies...3/4s as well...but he ws deir frnd...wen v didn feel a damn thing abt it gettin all over us..how cld dey even imagine such a thing..how cld dey let their frnd writhe in pain??? wat pained me a lot ws...dese guys who refused 2 lift even a single finger..dey were considered 2 b some of d most carin,..honest..hard workin..talented guys in d coll..fuck 'em... after he started sleepin..i left 4 my room..d next day...d 1 good person who had helped his frnd told me..he started vomittin after i'd left..dis time it ws blood..he den went home 2 take treatment..

dat night..after comin 2 my room..i lay down 'n analysed wat had happened on d dunes.. d one person who'd helped ws not frm Chennai..all d other bastards were frm Chennai...(includin d sick person).. hmm..cities r supposed 2 b role models 4 developin villages 'n towns..every1 here tries 2 mimic wat goes on in big cities..'n without a doubt chennai is d role model 4 d whole of tn.. bt..as far as humanity 'n helpin thots go..chennai lags behind a lot..dis isnt d 1st such incident...i've seen many others happen on d streets...will our future generation be like dis..not carin abt wat happens 2 others...not helpin jus bcoz he's all sticky 'n gooey..d thot made me shiver all over...where d fuck r v headed???

i realized dat time itself is 1 very big circle...u go back 2 where u started at some point..mayb technological advancements 're goin fwd on a line...but mayb..v arent seein d big picture 'n visualizing only a small part of d circle(d same way our ancestors thot d earth ws flat).. humanitarian 'n ethical values r takin d back seat in 2day's fast movin world.....its really sad...really frightenin...ok..there might b a thousand human rights grps 'n NGOs helpin ppl out there...but all these don bring out d real human in ppl..dey jus mechanize wat shld come frm d heart...

god help all of us!!!!!